I didn't realize what I needed to do..
I just went by the feelings I’ve been feeling for you...
They take my strength away...
Yet I am still here to stay...
And I feel as though I am losing my mind...
Ashamed cause I have Never felt sooo blind...
But I can’t blame it on your actions...
Just because My sufferings are such distractions...
I shall do what I know is best...
I have to put all of this to rest...
For once...
For me...
Cause I would never wanna see...
Anyone looking down on me..
It is so important to me and I don’t know why...
To simply Prove to you or even to myself that I...
Am the one who is gonna come...
and put a stop to your madness!
Break down this wall...
and break away from all the sadness...
Yet this is an illusion I feel..
I have to tell myself to get real...
I think I have it figured out...
It’s ambition I've been living without...
I see your dedication and revelation...
The fuel which burns me with admiration...
I envy…………. Your strength...
The more I am around it...
The more I hope I can catch it...
It is the coward in me... that’s left me in destruction...
Held in this cage... Is the still burning light of my passion...
I am in regret... Cause I know I am the key holder and the only responsible one...
I am the reason why my life hasn’t even begun!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let Today Be The Day..
That I will finally break away..
